After thinking for over ten hours and settling down, my hands were still trembling when I decided to write this article. I felt very sorry for it, not because of the numbness, but because of my friends in the community. Many people cried about this matter, and I also cried. From the beginning, I didn't understand why a community of nearly 1400 people, after ten days of hard work, everything was moving in a good direction, but everyone's efforts were instantly turned into nothing in an article at 3am ， During these ten hours, my emotions went from anger to sadness, and finally returned to rationality. Many good friends came to care during this period. Thank you. After calming down, we were thinking about each other's positions. Actually, we all understood from the beginning that @ cyodyssey didn't want to be involved in the Happy Sci blockchain project. It's just that the DEV of this project was set to transfer BNB to his wallet, and the "vast majority of people" in the community just wanted to know how Siyuan would use this money, without considering Siyuan as the initiator of the project (at least that's how I thought). During the process, some friends may have been anxious and left some bad messages to him. If I were in his position, I would have tried my best to distance myself, but everyone's way of doing things is different. Perhaps he has his own reasons, and this matter stands on his side. Both sides' positions are correct. Personally, I think it would be better for both parties if the solution could be more gentle or if we could communicate with the donors? Or, as mentioned in the article by Mr. Mai @ Michael_Liu93, is this a textbook style approach? No matter what, the incident has already occurred and the damage has been caused. All the BNB in the wallet has been destroyed. No matter how much is said, it is of no use. I believe that Siyuan never wanted to cause harm to anyone in his heart. I hope everyone can be more rational from now on. After this incident, in addition to the large loss of assets, I have also been very hurt and learned a lesson. However, I can only tell myself that money can be earned again. I also understand that projects led by users have lower risks. When it comes to finding good projects, don't blindly rely on others. If you want to build, you can't just rely on borrowing. After this incident, I need some time to settle down, which is really uncomfortable. I hope everyone can understand that building a project is really tiring, and organizing a community is also very laborious. However, the process of working together as a group is beautiful. If the flowers bloom and the results are better, I dare not touch charity again in the future. I am really afraid. There are still many people in Happy Sci community who care about how this project will develop in the future. To be honest, I really don't know and have no ideas at all. Then I want to say to you @ cyodyssey @ cz-binance @ heyibintance @ nina_rong, I personally feel sorry for the disturbance and even disrespectful words I and my community members have used towards you in the past 10 days. And for the Happy Sci project, I have really tried my best. The lowest point was a market value of over 300000 yuan, and the highest point was 3.8 million yuan. After 10 days, it generated over 400000 US dollars in taxes and fees. I think I have worked harder than anyone else in the process. Today, this happened, and I am more sad than anyone else. If anyone wants to scold me, then scold me, and I will bear it. As for some people who believe that this project was initiated by me, I think I have already made it very clear earlier. My average price is 1.2 million market value, and I did not get into the car in the first place. I was attracted by someone else's article titled 'What kind of charity project', and only got into the car after researching for a few hours. At that time, there were already about 1300 coin holders, so my average price was 1.2 million market value, and the maximum number of coin holders was about 2800 people. Everyone should know that the current price collapse is not caused by me. I hope some people can regain their rationality, and as for others who have the intention to spread rumors, they can do whatever they want. It cannot be denied that the current market trend of meme is just riding on it. If you ride on it, you are a bull. If you don't ride on it, you are stupid. If you make money, you are powerful, but if you lose money, you are a leek. That's all. Yes, I am foolish and foolish. I will find my own perspective and take responsibility for my own cognition. Finally, I would like to tell the positive friends in the Happy Sci community that you are all the best. I hope to have the opportunity to be together again in the future and walk side by side. I love you all ❤️❤️❤️