After the contract is liquidated, it is most likely to suffer from depression Old fans know about my tragic experience in 312, but I have never shared anything about depression. Today, let me tell you how terrifying depression is In fact, the 18 year bear market planted the seeds of depression, followed by the accumulation of two years of big bear markets, until the complete outbreak of the 312 stock market In those two years, I basically used to do Soha every time, accumulating over 10 million yuan, and I lost everything I did Zero and one instantly switch, and depression sweeps in like a tide. And the most important thing is the sense of powerlessness, knowing that 2021 is a bull market, but unfortunately falling before dawn There should be many friends who have had similar feelings as me, but luckily they had the opportunity and capital to turn things around later and didn't miss it. Speaking of depression, what is actually frightening is not simply a bad mood, but a physical reaction. Your body makes you feel uncomfortable every day, whether it's your heart or your head. Specific manifestations include dizziness, bloating, stomach pain, heartburn, etc At that time, I had already shown extreme anxiety and discomfort. I had visited almost all major hospitals in Beijing and had undergone various physical examinations. My body is fine, but I just feel uncomfortable. I can't sleep every day and need to take stronger sleeping pills in Class B to fall asleep. As long as there is a slight reaction in my body, I am very afraid, so I also frequently consulted Dr. Dingxiang online during that period. Every time the doctor said it was okay, I felt better. I spent almost 10000 yuan on the online consultations of the Moonlight Lilac Doctor, not to mention the outpatient and physical examinations at offline hospitals. It wasn't until August 2020 that things gradually improved, thanks to the company of family and friends, and more importantly, I didn't give up either. At that time, I thought it was difficult to overcome the hurdle, but now thinking about it, it's actually not a problem anymore. The deeper the lesson, the faster the growth. Since then, nothing has been able to defeat me.