It is said that the hallmark of a person's loneliness is when they are shopping alone, watching a movie alone, or eating hotpot alone. Compared to this list, I surprisingly didn't include any items. It's not that I stay away from loneliness, it's just that my loneliness never exists in these lively and routine scenes. Others go to the supermarket after work, pick fresh fruits and vegetables, and plan what to eat tonight. I sat in front of the screen, staring at the ups and downs of the market, weighing my position repeatedly in my mind. My friend arranged to sit around a table and eat hot pot, chatting about trivial matters in life. And I kept an eye on the market, pondering when it would be suitable to replenish my position. Everyone leaves their leisure time for fireworks and favors, while most of my free time is devoted to the fluctuating K-line. It's difficult for people around me to understand this feeling. In the eyes of others, I just sit quietly, but only I am aware that my emotions have been fluctuating with the market. When the account rises, I briefly feel hopeful. Once the red in my eyes hits, my heart sinks again. This loneliness is not due to a lack of companionship around us, but because no one can truly empathize with this waiting. Others' loneliness is when there is no one to accompany them. My loneliness is the coin that accompanies me, unwilling to bring me any benefits. Countless quiet moments, secretly looking forward to the account. Not greedy for instant wealth, just hoping to recoup the investment. In the long wait, watching the profit and loss figures pull back and forth, learning to get used to the ups and downs of the market, and gradually getting used to the loneliness that belongs solely to traders. Sometimes I also self mockingly think that when my account can recover, it's probably when this loneliness comes to an end. I just gradually understand that investing is a solitary practice. The ups and downs can only be borne by oneself, and decisions can only be taken responsibility for by oneself. The market will not easily improve due to expectations, and the account will not turn from loss to profit due to anxiety. This loneliness hidden in the K-line is a daily wait and torment. I am waiting for that rebound, waiting for a moment to recoup, and also waiting for the result that belongs to me in this long practice.