This month, I went through more than five times $20K-$30K floating clouds to go long and add positions in $BTC. The highest time, I earned close to $1 million. But in the end, it all inevitably went back to zero, and I had to push the stone uphill all over again. The day you see a trader looking glamorous and making money, you envy, you feel jealous, and even wonder why they can do it. You think you can do it too, why not you? But when you truly have to endure the loneliness, volatility, and pain, not going crazy is already an achievement. When you finally decide to give up, you didn’t expect it to actually happen again.